- gone to a movie with H and her boy
- cleaned my room up a little more (except for the clothes, since I haven't yet done laundry)
- knitted an adorable green hat
- watched hulu episodes of the Colbert Report whilst knitting said hat
- successfully avoided doing any type of schoolwork (ooops)
- not binged
So assuming I can manage not to binge for another hour and a half or so (when I shall go to sleep), that makes 8 days straight of no binging. Wooooo!
Yesterday and today have been really awful in terms of binge-urges though. This might be in part because I ventured to the store yesterday evening. It might also be because my intake has been pretty low. I'm estimating approximately 300 cals today: cottage cheese (100), candy cane (50), light soup with shirataki fettuccine added in (estimate 150, but likely a bit less). Yesterday I had 600 and was freaking out.
I really don't get why I can't find a middle ground. I'm supposed to be aiming for 1000-1500 cals per day. That was my goal. 3 meals, 1000 calories. It doesn't look so hard on paper.
Hi five! 8 day streak, holla!
ReplyDeleteAnd yeah. My freakouts usually occur somewhere between 1000 and 1500 cals. I flip my shit. As you've seen in my blog. lol and the shit flipping only gets worse above 1500. Which is why I rarely get to/above 1500 coz I can't handle the emo meltdowns that happen thereabouts.
*sigh*
Irrationality is irrational, eh?
Woot! You're kicking ASS! *Does happy dance all over the house* (If that woke DeeDee up, bonus!)
ReplyDeleteYour days sounds divine. So does that hat! Do we get to see it? *Puppydog eyes and begging*
You'll get to no-freak-out land in time. Be patient with yourself, ok? Nothing worse than watching someone floor the gas and end up arse-over-tits in a river :x
Always here in your corner <3