I feel huge and fat and horribly gross.  I think I am also PMS-ing.  Great timing, body.  As if I didn't already feel yucky about myself.  :/

Sorry for being such a downer, guys.  I feel guilty when I post such negative things.  But new therapist pointed out that I don't like to feel emotions (true), especially negative ones (true, but who does like feeling negative?  No one, that's who) and that I have a hard time sharing them with others (very true).  So I think I will make an effort to be more honest and upfront with you.

But later.  Right now I have to get ready to go in to the office because I need to get some work done before my first class.  Thursdays are the rush days because I have class all day and the only time I ever get anything done is if I get to the office before 8 AM.

Edit:  I'm a lazy bunny today so I am just going to respond to comments here.

@Peri:  Working.  Definitely working.  Thanks, lover.  You make me smile.

@Kazehana:  Yummmm that sounds like exactly what I need.  Especially the bubble bath.  (Also, I've never really had any boy talk to me dirty.  I kinda wish D did a little more of that.  He gets embarrassed about it though...which is cute, but less than lustful for me.)