Yay, Salix is back!

Boat = good.  Road trip = eventful.  Car now needs a new bumper and Salix needs monies.  Blurg.  

But I had a long talk with FH and felt a bit better about things.  Friend L reminded me that I freaked out when I started having feelings for D too.  She's right; I'd forgotten.  So at least it's a pattern.  It's not that feelings for FH specifically scare me...it's that feelings in general (particularly ones that make me vulnerable to other people) that freak me the fuck out.

In other news, I'm really fucking fat.  Food craziness needs to STOP.  I have had enough of this.