One day later and things are not too much clearer than before. I am still confused as all hell about how I feel and what I should do and what I want to do.
I'm pushing everything into the background for a few days. I know that won't fix anything, but I have a big presentation on Tuesday for which I am nowhere near ready...and personal drama is distracting. School is more important to my future right now.
I can't decide whether this is a healthy coping strategy or not.
But at least I only have to get through 11 more days of this quarter. Surely it's okay to push my introspection away for a bit to get through finals etc. Right? It's not unhealthy to ignore my conflicts now as long as I make sure to think through them later. Right?
We'll see what Therapist thinks on Wednesday about all this. I feel as though I haven't much perspective at the moment.
Back at last. Sorry love!
ReplyDeleteI have no helpful words. Gah, what a messy situation! Yup, you do need to get some perspective. Talk to Therapist :)
(Geeze, D! You are a fucking DOUCHE CANOE. Salix is well rid of you and your asshattery.)
Good luck with Finals. I need to get my lazy butt into gear for exams as well :/ I wish I lived closer so we could study together and keep eachother motivated.
Lots of love and Squiddy Hugs!
xoxoxoxo