I'm very tired today and everything is fuzzy.  It feels like a huge effort just to remain upright.  I has a confused.  I have eaten today--I gave a tutorial to this other scientist dude and he bought me lunch (+ dinner, since I had half lunch leftover) and also I found some sour gummy worms in my desk today.  And I didn't sleep as much as I wanted to last night but I did get a good 5-6 hours, so I shouldn't be so very fuzzy.  Blah I don't know.

I got in a car accident last week.  Wasn't my fault and the damage is minimal, I think.  No-one was hurt and the other car was fine but mine has a dent in it.  I am taking it in tomorrow for a cost estimate for dude-man who either needs to cough up the money to fix it or give me his insurance info.  Just another thing.

I'm procrastinating because I'm overwhelmed right now.  This week was going to be saner (so I thought), but all of a sudden I'm meeting with advisor on Thursday and I need more more more analysis to show him and my stupid program keeps crashing my computer and blahhh I don't know how to fix it.  So now there is lots lots lots to do yesterday and I am behind again.

Two of my friends visited for Tgiving break.  They're both engaged.  They spent a lot of time talking about weddings & dresses & weight while I tried to ignore them.  Fun times.

FH is gone this week for a conference.  He's texted me a lot today.  Awww, sweet.  Plus I sort of maybe got offered a job after I graduate, assuming I manage to graduate on time (hahahahahaha).

I forgot my ipod this morning on the walk to work so I made up a song to sing to myself.  The chorus went, "And if you ever worry/ what they see when they see you/ it's time you realized that/ they're all fucked-up too."  This is something I should remember because I don't usually.  (and yes, partially inspired by kazehana's comment that I should stop worrying about other people's judgments of me)

Maybe I should stop procrastinating and run this program one more time so that I can mix lab chemicals and then get to go home and work from there.  Let's do that.

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