I've been out doing fieldwork and not sleeping for a week.  Sooo yeah.  Still exhausted.  Had lots of time to think though, I guess.  Not much of that thinking was productive, possibly because of the epic sleep deprivation.

Anyway, my decision for the time being is not to break things off with FH.  But also not to get my hopes up or invest anything more.  I mean, this relationship seems more and more like a friendship.  And I guess I'll roll with that.  It's not really necessary to make a big deal out of it when we're basically transitioning to just friends anyway, right?  I think it will be easier for me to just go ahead and start making my peace with us-as-friends.  So yet again my goal is to focus on me.  I'm sick of worrying over what's going on with us as a couple.  Clearly he's not fussed.  I won't be either.  I'm going to be happy, dammit.

So, things to do in pursuit of happy:
1) yoga
2) jogging.  I think I will do couch to 5k.
3) moar bubble baths

Also, less procrastination and more thesis-work, job-work, and class-work.  This will not make me happy in the near future, but it will earn me $ and get me closer to graduation (two things which are very happy).

Okay.  Now I'm going to go work on this resolution by taking a bubble bath.  :)