Bingey.  Tired.  Headachey.  Getting that sick feeling in my sinuses and throat.  Likely from lack of sleep.

there is too much work and not enough time.  there is never enough time.  D is wonderful and amazing and tells me I am incredible but it cannot last.  i must remember that he will leave as everyone else has.  life is a transitory thing.  one mustn't get attached to it.