I'm hanging out at D's house while he and a couple friends play video games. Today I have eaten. Too much. Yesterday I ate too. And the day before that. What is wrong with me? I was doing so well. Better than I have been doing since last November. Why did I throw that away?
I have to get back to that. I have to.
I will not binge in July. This is my challenge. Food is acceptable. I cannot get out of it. 4th of July celebration. Week-long scientific conference. I will have to eat. And that will be ok. But no binging. None.
I can do this. I can. I have to believe that. Because if I don't believe, what is the point?
P.S. D's mom is out of town, so I spent the night last night. Lots of cuddles. I was happy. I can't wait until August so I can sleep with him every night (I'm moving into D's new apartment for a month before leaving for grad school). I feel safer in his arms. Which, ironically, is terrifying.
I am so down for no binging in July! You'll get that control back in no time hun, you CAN and WILL do this =)
ReplyDeletePS... you and D = disgustingly cute.... lol I'm so jealous right now =P
xo
I am all for making July a no binge month... haha :-) I think that you CAN and WILL do it!
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you're happy with D.
Stay strong and beautiful!
Woo yeah! You can do it Salix :D Just be careful, fasting leads to an automatic 'Must binge' response in the brain :)
ReplyDeleteAwww, You and D and Miles and I should TOTALLY double-date!! Laser tag or ice skating? XD
I gave Dralion snuggles for you. I may breed him with Jaq's Mum's Persian. Would you like a fluffy kinda-smash-faced kitten? ;)
<3
I know you will be able to do it, you're so strong! I will be right there with you, on the no-binge July! Summer is here, and we need to be looking good :)
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like things are going so well with you and D. I am so happy for you!
xxo