Again again apologies for the lack of posting. It is more difficult to do here at D's with others around. His cousins are coming to visit tomorrow and so there will be many many people and probably no alone time.
D is stressed and cranky and tired and it makes him much shorter with me than usual. And I overreact as I always do and that is just a recipe for badness and hurt feelings.
But today we cuddled up and watched some tv and I fell asleep on his lap and it was good.
I am eating too much and all the time and I can't handle it.
I am not getting any work done. I curl up with blankets and read and read and eat. I have no motivation to do thesis work. Every day that I procrastinate just builds the load up more and it is at the point where I cannot bear to face it anymore. My tower is toppling and burying me in rubble.
cheers for cuddling. i can't think of anything to say except that your blog makes me want to get a seahorse tattoo. just thought i'd let you know. stay strong, doll.
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zette
It's nice when you get to snuggle with someone. I am glad that it made you feel better. Christmas time can be so stressful for so many peoplel with often a lot of people around. I hope you start to feel a little better soon.
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Sarah