I hate everything. I want to ragetearkilldestroyscream at the top of my lungs.
I'm supposed to go home next month. Haven't bought tickets yet. Haven't made any arrangements.
I want to get out of here, but I don't want to go. There's too much yet to be done & I don't think I can finish it all in the next few weeks. Especially when all I want to do is run away and disappear.
I cried last night until 4am and woke up at 7:03am for school. Though I couldn't actually make myself get out of bed until 8:30am.
I'm tired. I have to be sociable today & help out with our departmental event & have drinks & network & be nice to people when really I just want to tear their throats out. Good thing I'm excellent at faking happy. I'm so tired.
awwww, hunny, I'm sorry it's so rough. take a hot bubble bath and make FH massage your hands, feet and scalp. that usually makes me feel better...although I have to do the massaging myself at the moment.
ReplyDeleteif you need me, I'm around.
xo