3/21/11

Things I am thinking:

D does not care enough to read my blog, even though I asked him to.

He wants a week of radio silence to figure out what he wants in a relationship.  I am afraid that it will not be me.

We're not breaking up.  Yet.  No FB relationship changes or anything.  Just no talking for one week while he thinks about things.  But really, does that ever end well?  I feel this is his way of easing into a break-up.  

He is pulling the “it’s not you; it’s me” card.

He is afraid he is not mature enough for a real relationship.  What has this last year and a half been?  Fake?

He says he has been unfair to me and he can see how his inability to promise me anything hurts.

He says he loves me.  And for the first time, I don’t believe him.

I feel betrayed.

I’m not sure I trust him anymore.

1 comment:

  1. I've been in a similar situation, except the guy in question told me he was going to a week-long LAN party and to not bother trying to text him. Tosser. >.<

    So, this is ALL him. All him being a total cockbite. I'm glad he admits he isn't being fair to you.

    I wish I had better words. I'm sorry I can't help you more. Dralion send love, some purrs and shed cat hair. I send you love and e-hugs.

    <3

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