4/4/10

L's gone back home.  Intake while she was here was not awful--got away with shirataki noodles, cantaloupe, apples.  Yay me.  However, tummy is not happy with me and is all bloated up.  So I finally nerved up to do a SWF again.  Made it through nearly all of the liter before I nearly puked and couldn't handle the rest.  Ah well.  Hope it works anyway.  (I do not count salt water flush as a laxative.  It is a cleanse.  It is all-natural.  It is actually one of the kriyas that was in my yoga book when I took the course last year.  So I am not breaking my promise to D.)

Almost broke yesterday and binged on cookies.  Ate a full container of cantaloupe chunks.  Still wanted the cookies.  Went to sleep instead.  Cookies are not vegan anyway.

Today I have to bake more cookies for club meeting tomorrow.  I'm afraid to do this alone.  Afraid I won't be able to stop myself.  I am going to wait until roommate or D is here.  Hopefully D.  I cannot break vegan-ism around him.

I have so much more work before the end of this semester.  33 days until graduation.  I am overwhelmed.

Happy Easter, everyone!  Love you all.

4 comments:

  1. Good for you... no cookies! Cantaloupe is so yummy anyway. Hope your Easter is lovely!

    xoxo,
    zen

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  2. Congrats on the strength hun, and I mean that in more ways than the fighting-food-urges one. Honestly, the strength and courage it took you to fess up to D about your struggles... the fear you had to overcome just to tell him about it... You are amazing =)
    And... D - we'll he's pretty damn amazing too but you already know that.
    xo

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  3. I just googled Renaissance Fairs, and the Gypsy Fair is nothing like it! The people who run the fair live in caravans/house buses and drive around the country selling handcrafts (wood carving, jewellery, metalcrafts, toys), clothing (both new and second hand) food, palm&tarot readings, circus toys, pony rides, minibike rides, hair wraps, and perform live folk music. They have a scheduled circuit that always lands here over Easter weekend.

    Mmmm Cantaloupe. Infinitely better than cookies! :D Maybe you were wanting the cookies coz you were tired and needed a nap? SO proud of you for not breaking Vegan-ness for a stupid bickie!

    *hugs* You can make it through to graduation. It's the fi-nal count-down! Dadadadah,dadadadadah! :D

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